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Tuesday, April 30, 2013



I am Not Don Juan

"You must stop talking to yourself. Every one of us does that. We talk about our world. In fact, we maintain our world with our internal talk. Whenever we finish talking to ourselves, the world is always as it should be. We re-new it, we kindle it with life, we uphold it with our internal talk. Not only that, but we also choose our paths as we talk to ourselves. Thus we repeat the same internal talk over and over until the day we die. A warrior is aware of this and strives to stop his talking. This is the last point you have to know if you want to live like a warrior."

 - Carlos Castaneda, The Teaching of Don Juan

i just can't. she - other part of me - completes me.

The Red Head

"My three words have two meanings,  
There's one thing on my mind 
It's all for you" - Ed Sheeran

Well done, turtle. You nailed it.

Back In Town

Omnivox sucks. Or it is just me. Why could not i change my password? Why Vox? Why Omni? Those are my marks that you keep. Give it to me. Now.


I wont blame omnivox, okay? It did things right. I just screw things. I forgot my password then when i want to change my password, my perm code (i dont even know what perm code is) is invalid. Man... You tested me.

For the second ANYWAY i will tell you that i spent my half holiday back to Malang. Re-fresh my brain before my next semester. Things were going very well because i spent my days with high school best friends. Basically i just hang out in their campus and chat. hehehe

Then i meet R. No, chill people, this post will not be as cheesy as my other gloomy posts, but it might be sad. hehe

For first impression, i told him that i was back in Malang for a week. You know, i just cant keep it for myself. I didnt have any intention to tell him before, but i was telling him anyway. Then we met, nicely. We didn't talk about pasts, we talked about present time. We talked about college life. Then he said, "How can i end up being here?" Becaue he drove from Surabaya to Malang at night. Well, if i were him i would think twice. Wait, i will tell you the reasons why he kindly drove many miles to Malang?
1. He wanted to watch Iron Man 3 (i slightly thought than there was no the premiere of Iron Man 3 in Surabaya)
2. He just wanted to go to Malang.

We watched the movie the next day. Honestly, i already watched the movie with my friends. But, he only came to watch the movie with me, i didnt want to disappoint him by watching another movie.

It was very good to meet you, R. It was too good. I miss the way you smile. It was nice yet painful to see you came yesterday. Because the fact (once again) that you are no longer mine slap me on the face. The fact that you can easily find someone else tear me apart. The fact that i am 'that' replaceable, that just hurts, you know.

Anyway R, thanks :)

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Night Post

Lemniscate's Press Kit
You know how happy i am when my press kit done? All my hard work is paid. All my parents' money doesn't go waste. And there is my brand's name there! hihihi so happy. Hope someday can make the real one. By the way, now 9:36 p.m.

Marketing last project is going to be presented tomorrow. Wish me luck. And also for the meeting with the sales representative from KN Sigma Trans. I am already exhausted. A week to go.

Anyway, my fashion bible is already done, i collect it yesterday. For an honest opinion, yesterday was the first (and i think also the last time) Sir Ichwan made my day. After teaching me for 4 months, he was not annoying yesterday. He said he love my work. That is a relief. Because i thought it wont be good enough. So, thank you Sir, for not screwing my day yesterday. I hope i pass your class. :3

Okay, good night everyone. Missing my chat buddies. They have been gone lately. Now i need to find anyone who wants to listen my stories. Ah, no need, my blog is here with me.


Thursday, April 4, 2013