Maybe it's too late to say hi to October, but i will say it anyway.
I am kind of over-think people. So i have so many things to think about, and i also over-react. No, i don't scream to people if i get mad or something goes wrong, i just act calm; like nothing happens. But in my head is full of chaos. I say too many 'what if' to myself. And i will end up crying, disappoint myself and yah you know.
But, i am very glad that i survive. omg this is non-sense. hahaha i just being gloomy. I am sorry people.